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November 7th, 2004
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Lots of posts. I make no apology. It's my journal.

Today has been mainly spent slobbing around in a dressing gown. OK, I have done some stuff... I tidyed up a small corner of the stairs (that should hopefully cheer up Sarah, who is about to get a dose of relative). And I wrote up last weeks supervision questions: finally, 5 years down the line and having had the answers of 4 people to compair with, I feel I could pass A+G :-/ Ate too much fried stuff (mmmmm, butter) and listened to cheesy music - I really like it when it's just me and Jon round the house, the soundtrack improves no end. Also went out to prod the garden for an hour - my grass is growing!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK, this probably isn't that exciting to the rest of the world, but I planted it right at the end of the growing season (late October) and was very dubious about whether or not there was any point, or if I'd just have to keep weeding a patch of bare earth until spring. But there it is, the slightest shimmers of green... I just have to hope the frost stays away... Had a little look at next weeks supervision questions, and so almost feel on top of things (or at least know what I can't do) and curled up in the bath with Felix Holt (that's a book, not a man, you illiterate gossips...)

I worry about my ability to get mad crushes on wonderful people. I'm very happy with M; it's not that I'm looking for someone to run off with. It's just that my brain seems to need to have someone new and wonderful and shiney to obsess about. In the old days this caused much doom, because I couldn't see it for what it was (mad crush to escape from boring day to day routine into daydreams about) and always assumed that just because my heart was aflutter and my mind obsessed it must be True Love (version 2.3) The flip side of this is whether I will now miss True Love because I write it off as a stupid crush. Oh, hold on a second, I already have True Love, right? Two is just greedy ;-) Also, having a ring and a very nice fiance who people like and don't want to upset means that people seem to be making much less of an effort to run off with me than they used to. Well, it's either that, or the entire world has worked out what an evil bitch I am and doesn't love me any more...

I wish M was home...

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From:rjw76
Date:November 8th, 2004 01:44 am (UTC)
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I worry about my ability to get mad crushes on wonderful people. I'm very happy with M; it's not that I'm looking for someone to run off with.

You are me and I claim my £5!
I've got used to it now though, and just wait for it to go away, which it always does. Not useful when it's someone you see every day though.
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